I just can’t contain myself right now!! I’m like an emotional wreck writing this because, by this time last year, I was in the hospital holding our miracle child. Now, for those of you who don’t know my story and look at my life now feeling like she has such a perfect life without realizing that people do go through tough times, let me be transparent a little bit…
Before God blessed hubby and I with Kizzy, I was 8 weeks pregnant and, on the day we were so excited to find out if the pregnancy was a viable one, to our greatest surprise I had miscarriage. I cried and cried and cried…asking God so many questions as to why He allowed this to happen. Families and friends came around to comfort me but it wasn’t enough. All I needed was an answer and to be left alone. One of the days as I was meditating in God’s Word, He spoke so softly to me and that did it for me. He comforted me with His Word and, up till now, I’m still holding on to that word. He told me to set my eyes completely focused on Him just like a hunter is ready on a target. He said “don’t look right or left for there are things to distract you from the target but, if you can keep your eyes on Me who is the target, you will see what I’m getting ready to do.” I had a miscarriage November 1, by December I saw my period and by January I found out I was pregnant again. Wow! Fast right? I’m being very transparent because it’s all about giving a testimony on what God has done for me and still continuing to do in my life. All those tears, uncertainties and questions turned into joy, dancing, and peace. Unexplainable happiness just filled my whole body and I began to claim my blessing. I began to speak life and take authority on the new pregnancy and I was not letting anything stop me from praying violently.
Today, hubby and I get to celebrate our miracle baby who is a blessing to the world. She is loved by literally everyone both young and old. She is crowded most times when I bring her around our church family and, it’s not to brag, but it’s just a blessing to have a child who is loved by everyone who meets her. Thank you to all those who have supported us throughout this one year journey. We could not have done it without your help and for that, we would like to say a huge THANK YOU!
Hopefully my story inspires someone out there who is going through a situation like a miscarriage. It happens to a lot of women but, unfortunately, not a lot of people talk about it. All I can say is that God is the only one that will comfort you to be in total healing and have a closure about it. Take it easy and trust Him to direct your Journey. Focus on Him and don’t be distracted or wavered. God bless you as you continue to follow me through my journey.
Happy Birthday Kizzy!! Daddy and Mommy love you so much and we can’t wait to see what God has in store for your future.